...straight through my heart...

be honest no matter what.

01. Who was your last text from?

tettt! hahah.

02. Where was your default picture taken?

nia punya keta time outing smalam.

03. Your relationship status?

in a relationship. ke single? xbleh blah!

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?

don't even want to lost them. huhu

05. What is your current mood?

macam tanak balek hostel bleh?

06. How many siblings do you have?

4.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?

Shafizan, Shafizal, late Nurul Syafinaz, Syafiq.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?

his side please~

09. Have a crazy side?

org cakap ada. :p

10. Ever had a near death experience?

alhamdulillah. maseh bnafas till now.:)

11. Something you do a lot?

makan, on9, sleeping? whatching korean drama, texting, sekaip!

12. Angry at anyone?

klu syg, jangan marah.c:

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?

he's too kind. syg xbleh dpaksa plus LIKE AND LOVE IS TWO DIFFERENT THINGS!

14. When was the last time you cried?

a week ago. stress up with all those assignments, test and presentation. seriously! sem 4 kinda intense. huu

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?

family. my promise to make all of u proud of me.:)

him. will do anything for his smile.

friend. susah senang bsama!

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?

dream of u handsome!

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

Nia Nurain.

18. What is your favorite song?

cry on my shoulder. start to heart this song from the very first time he dedicated it to me.

19. What are you doing right now?

on9 jerr. pas neh, balek hostel! assg mnunggu jo!

20. Who do you trust right now?

ALLAH and homies.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?

t-shirt skolah. see? punya syg aku kat my former school sampai maseh pakai shirt neh. hahah.

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?

last two day. my lil bro!

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?

my shoulder to cry on. near in my heart.

24. Describe your life in one word?

good!

25. Who are you thinking of right now?

he that are miles away from me.

26. What should you be doing right now?

siap2 nak balek.

27. What are you listening to?

RnB and soul.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

cutie lil bro.

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?

hmm. xhingat.

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?

just be myself.

31. What is your natural hair color?

 dark brown.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?

Nia Nurain.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?

Faeez Izdihar.

34. What do you hear?

mumma soh aku kemas lagi!

35. Is your hair curly or straight?

straight!

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?

eee. gle ape!

37. Do you have a best friend?

Atieka Abdul Karim.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?

a few weeks ago. tettt! mnggatal. haha

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?

yup. ske nyewp!

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

gla ape!

41. Are you happy with life right now?

just going good~ and i still can handle everything. ok lah kan?

42. Are you currently jealous?

xbaek cemburu2 neh. xshat hati nanti. ingat pesan mak.

43. What jewelery are you currently wearing?

zero.

44. What were you doing on friday night?

korean movie mode! aww~

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?

tpu klu xpnah kan. dahla. cta lama.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?

sorry. have too. syg xbleh paksa kan? huhu

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?

ada. xpa. IM OKAYYY.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?

xingat. jarang nak jumpa doktor. hehe

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?

1.30 a.m. on sekaip. on9 and korean movie mode.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?

ada! saya kan setia org nya. 3taun youuu. p, xda jodoh nak buat camane. kecundang dtengah jalan.

...to say with love...

behind everything.
there a missing that is hide.
heart voice.
that nobody knows.

where is the love?

even i just come to your life just for awhile.
im sorry.
its not your fault that u can't be happy with this love like others.
its just my mistake.
i'll leaving.
step backward.
cause u deserve to be happy.

new step.
cure this pain.
sorry cause need to hurt u.
i just can't.

i'll leave this love.
forget bout it.
every moment that we have.
that only just me and u know.

i admit that even u makes my day.
its not my way dear.
im leaving.
step backward.

p/s: u deserve to be happy. andd U THE BEST THING I EVER HAVE. sayang bukan cinta.

...realized...

aku sangat tertarik dengan satu quote neh.

if u fall in love with two person in one time, choose the second person. cause if u really love the first one, u will never fall in love with the second person.

so,what your choice? don't be greedy. cause at the end, u will lost both.

p/s: kalau ikhlas, xminta dbalas.c:

...just friend...

special for my beloved that i call just FRIEND. xpayah couple2 kan? klu ada jodoh, kawen trus. hahah

WE HAVE SOME GOOD TIMES.

AND WE HAVE SOME TOUGH.

BUT YOU ALWAYS BEEN THERE.

EVEN TIME GOT ROUGH.

HE COME AND GO.

AND SOMETIME ALWAYS REMAIN.

NO MATTER IF WE CHANGE.

OR IF WE STAY THE SAME.

U ALWAYS BE THERE.

NO MATTER WHAT THE CASE.

AND U HAVE ALWAYS DONE THAT.

NO MATTER WHAT I'VE FACED.

PLEASE ALWAYS KNOW THAT.

WHATEVER COMES YOUR WAY.

I WILL BE THERE FOR U TOO.

UNTIL MY DYING DAY.

p/s: i never say this! IM GONNA MISS U TOO.:)

...u make me smile...

a moment to remember.
memory that u and i had together. it doesn't matter if u knew me a little or a lot, anything u remember! it's actually pretty cool.

1. Who are you?
- my sweetie pie. hehe


2. Are we friends?
- it's seem like more than that!


3. When and how did we meet?
- tettt. rahsia kerajaan negeri. hahah


4. Do you have a crush on me?
-uppsss. gotcha!


5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
- my Bruno Mars cause u alway makes me smile c:


6. Describe me in one word.
-u just amazing just the way u are.


7. What was your first impression?
- romantic joe!


8. Do you still think that way about me now?
- pretty yes!


9. What reminds you of me?
- a word u say.


10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
- this heart.


11. How well do you know me?
- i know u by heart.


12. When's the last time you saw me?
- macam dah lama glerrr. huhu


13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
- saranghae. woot2


14. What is my best attribute?
- your AEGYO!


p/s: how i miss u much.:(

...as long as you find yourself happy...

i admit that i really want u
but in fact that i just in between u and her
i don't understand why the because
its been like this

i admit that i really have that feeling
but in fact that, i can't

forget bout me
just back to her
im nobody
i love u
not mean that i have to let u just stay by my side

p/s: saya percaya pada jodoh. andd i admit that IM  STILL WAITING! sampai penat:)

...officially missing you...

im sorry cause have to hurt u
have to make u down
and i make everything useless
even this tears keep on dropping
hold this pain
but i do it for LOVE

at the end, i have to let u go
lost someone that love me just the way i am
everything that i give
for everything my mistake
if this the best
FOR ME AND FOR YOU
nothing to be regret

honestly, im falling apart
when the last time u hold my hand
but, the fact is
we will not being together again
when i see u happy
just let me keep our sweet moment
FOREVER.:)

p/s: i miss you H.

...nobody perfect...

TERSENTAP!

when you give hope to someone,when they start to love you,take care of them. don't u ever leave them. just like that. cause they will get hurt with all those moment that you have share with them. and maybe they can't forget every single thing bout u as long as they still remember u.

when you have someone,appreciate them! don't too adore them. treat them as normal human being. cause when once they make mistake,it's not easy for u to forgive them. at the end,u will disappointed and leave them.

when u meet someone that makes u happy. love u just the way u are,don't compare them with other. don't reach a perfection. at the end,u will lose them and u are the one that will REGRET!

OMG! i said all those things. hahah!