...that's why it call LOVES...

ask ur heart.
what is love?
it's unseen.
but it have hint.

ask ur heart.
do u miss someone?
when u sleep, who do u dream of?
when far away.
who are u thinking of?
now and only now understand that it's love.

if not love.
why missing someone?

p/s: zappp! missing someone. huhu~

...love like this...

looking u smile.
makes me smile too.
feel likes life is beautiful.
world is wonderful.
for hard and sweet moment we have together makes me fall for u over and over again.
it will stay deep deep inside here babe.
i will never change.
i will never let u go once again.
forever and always.

be with u makes me happy.

just like u said, u will always there for me.
with love.

p/s: demam rndu yerr. hehe.

...again & again & again & again...

he: once again.*sigh* i'm tired with all those things.

she: sokayy. chill yeah. please don't get emo.

he: erm. as long as i have u. that important to me.

she: how much u love me?

he: it's infinity syg!

she: if at the end we have to let go each other?

he: i love u much that i can't to let u go.

she: future not our to see.

he: please don't go!

she: *crying*

he: will u marry me?

she: YESS I DO!!!

aww~

...sorry...

sweetheart, i'm sorry for our yesterday.

now and only now, i've realized u're the one that i ever need. before, i always try to find perfection in someone. but now, i realize that NOBODY'S PERFECT! after all, i learn that two imperfect person is the perfect two when they together. cause they will complete each other. thanks cause always there when i need someone. and sorry cause being ego over my pride. before, i take what people said that 'ex is better than new person cause they know we better.' but now, i realize that imperfection can makes me HAPPY! perfection can only hurt u over and over again. cause u have to take extra good care of it to make it stay perfect. at the end, u are the one that get tired of it.

even we far away.
but our heart is near and always be together.
when he miss at me, i will said close ur eyes and feel that i'm stay by ur side.
our love will always there.
will not be faded by space and time.
believe on my faithful.
cause i will always loving u too.

he crying and said that 'i want u back! and i miss all those moment we've before.'*crying*

p/s: aisheteru!

...what guys need to know...

guys need to know that a woman is:

1. sensitive: doesn't mean that they are moody. but just like to get attention.
2. fussy: thats doesn't mean that they are creation that hard to understand. sometimes, they just want guys hear what they feel.
3. smooth: easily to fragile. even they easily to forgive someone, but they take it as a lesson.
4. sincere: put trust on them! they know how to use over it. but never ever break that trust. after all, they don't even know how to build it up once more.
5. sacrifice: a woman willingly to sacrifice everything for their loves. include parents, children and husband. cause WOMAN is patient.
6. caring: they take extra good care everything around her in silence.
7. childish: a little bit. even they are independence, they still a woman that like to be comfort. not only with a guy, but also with same sex.
8. ego: woman that really loves his man, will put her ego aside to their love one.
9. love: first love is the best thing that they ever have.

guys is a creation that are created to hold woman for the rest of their life. not to hurt them!

...what's on my mind?...

suggest by one of my friend. dia kata, try to answer thru someone that cross on ur mind right now. HONESTLY tau! hee~

1. How we met : thru cuzzy & besties.
2. Your name in my phone : Hazie Amirul.
3. Would I date you : tettt! haha. 
4. Who are you to me : [dia banyak kali kata 'yeahh. xnak kat aku. kau ska kata tunggulahh.  I'M NOBODY~']
5. Have we kissed : OWH-EHM-GEE.
6. What I like best about you : the way would u hold me. to sweet things u told me.
7. What I dislike about you : sometimes jealous dengan benda yang nonsense!
8. Favorite memory of us : first meet. ngee~
9. My first impression of you : gler cakap sampah. haha!
10. How close we are : near in my heart.<3

...randomlypost...

suka2. skati ar!

to be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight and never stop fighting.


hormon xcun. thats why emo xtentu pasal. !@#$%^&* kbai!

...i miss my besties...

i have said before. i know very well how does it feel when u lost ur besties. cause i feel the same way before andd till now. yeah. kamu xspnuhnya hilang. tapi smakin hilang. huhu~ so sad. serious shit! i miss u besties. kta dah bkawan sejak zaman skolah dulu. rapat gler. dah rasa macam family sndri. u part of my life A. but why since kta dah sama2 masok U, dah jadi camneh? dah xrapat macam dulu. klu jumpa pun, dah macam kawan biasa kot. damn. AKU DAN EQA RNDU GLER KAT KAU DOE! apsal kena jadi sombong? whats wrong with u woman? sampai mak aku pun, kau buat macam xkenal. dah hebat sangat ke hidup kau? so yeah? ksian kat eqa, dia ada aku je skrang. susah payah dia cari kau! xfaham ke? yeah. aku kena jadi hipokrit depan kau. kena senyum and nampak macam xda masalah. tapi dalam hati, sakit doe. kau buat camtuh. kami xmntak lebih, nak kau balek macam kau dulu jerr. eqa ngadu, dia nanges bla denga lagu 'perpisahan ini by 1st edition ft. aizat'. aku diam jer. sebab xtau nak cakap apa.

should i says?

good bye my besties.
it's not easy for me to go.
when always u that i think off.

hmm. aku maseh ingat angan2 aku, kau dan eqa. susah senang kta bsama.

p/s: *marah* & *brasap* sangat touching. k bye!

...take note...

life is fair and square. there are ups and downs. happiness that u have, don't think its will stay forever. there are time u will find urself in hard. but, susah xsmestinya slamanya jugak. slepas dduga dengan pelbagai ksusahan, u will find that theres a rainbow after rain. theres a sunshine after dark. so that, jangan lupa daratan bla dah senang. don't think that ksusahan itu will be stay forever. cause of that, u will be easily give up. once again to remind, there are ups and downs in real life. so thats mean, theres are sunshine after rain. moon that light up at night. don't be sad cause ALLAH will always by ur side.

p/s: awesome real life! syeahhh. last but not least, imissyouiloveyouevenmore B! heheh. jangan slalu emo mngalahkan orang period yerr. HAHAHAH!

...bestguyfriend...

to me,xsalah pun a girl and a guy be bestfriend. yeah. tanpa all those hard feeling. some people ada yang bleh in gler dengan laen jantina. aku rnduuu my bestguyfriend. huhu~

RINDU!
- nak kena bangunkan dia bla class pagi.
- dia duduk kat blakang aku time dalam class. sebab ska nak usik.
- slalu curik aku punya notes. lepas tuh, payah nak bagi balek sebab nak smpan kat arkib kata dia-.-
- pneman kat library time2 final and assignment mlambak.
- lepak2 kat kafe bla habes class. for sure akan ada coke untuk dia dan soya untuk aku.
- layan dia cakap sampah dengan kawan2 dia.
- janji dia nak ontime. tapi memang x akan bleh buat pun. but he do the best untuk tunaikan.
- nak tolong dia usha salesgirl. hahaha
- xpun, nak mntak num hot girl time lalu kat uflor.
- to lend my ear when he got problems with his girlfriend.
- dia ska marah2 kan aku klu aku insecure much.
- dia ska usik aku dengan haziq sebab kata kami the perfect two. cute sama cute. gila-.-
- sharing ideas with him bout couple masing2.
-  last but not least, the way he take care of me and my life.

KAMI BSAHABAT BAEK. even skrang masing2 dah jarang contact. jarang dari dulu. masing2 busy kan? faham. even org sbuk kata kami couple dulu. padahal... err. bia saja dan kami hanya tsenyum. buat apa nak kecoh2 kan klu benda xbetol. tapi agak2 lah kan? kami pun masing2 ada hati yang plu djaga.:)

p/s: i know very well how does it feel when u lose ur besties. it seems like, half of ur life is missing too. cause i do feel the same way before.

...a promise...

my promise to be with u.

i come and bring along our memory from our dream for us for tomorrow.

in this life, people always give chance to walk along with happiness. choose that deserve to be love or not. i have u b. someone who knows how to make me happy.

let find our happiness babe!

if at the end, we have to let go each other. if i have to lose u, u're the best thing i ever have! and, happiness...it's that only a short dream? insecure much.*sigh*

side story: 'u the one i wish to have. u the one i wanna marry with.' and i said, YESSS. I DO!!!

...love you, love you, love you...

seriously! after all, u will realized why the because u fall in love with the same guy over and over again.
when he said:

- i like the way u are.
- thank you cause alway makes me happy.
- u makes me smile.
- i feel heaven when u says u miss at me cause i do feel the same way too.
- i love u much and i really mean it.
- i'll never let u go.
- i think that u are the one i want to married with.
- i need u around. always and yes always.
- i'm not tired waiting for u.
- i don't care bout anything cause important is, i've u now.
- i'm yours.
- u're mine only. can't be share.
- u know well how to pampered me when i feel uneasy.
- i love the way u take extra care of me cause i know it's come with ur love.

conclusion is, i love him.

p/s: don't worry. in whatever i'm doing i'll always loving u too. muahhh!!!

...when i miss u...

when i miss u, i say ur name.

without i know, i say ur name.
why the because it's suddenly?
and i miss u.
i even imagine u beside me.
are there u miss me too?

when i feel uneasy, i feel wanna meet u.
i'm clumsy.
waiting for u to come along.

how are u sweetheart?
wish that u'll not forget me.
don't let me miss u.
don't let me waiting for u.

in my dream, u there for comfort me.
it's so heaven in love.
it's so paradise when we say that we need each other.
how i miss u much.

side story: he said that nak pecah muka aku. so that, xda sapa nak kat aku lagi mlaenkan dia saja. kurang asam punya buah hati. hahaha!

...i miss them...

seriously i miss them damn much. i miss zaman skolah. klu aku kata i miss zaman skolah, that doesn't mean, i miss the school but i miss my friends at school. huu. i miss zaman gila2 ktaorg. zaman x matured. zaman ska2 hati nak jadi player. zaman gla mnggatal nak ada secret admirer. zaman yang sooo heaven. zaman cnta monyet? ehh. ehh. ehh. hahaha. i miss all those our sweet and hard moment. GIRLFRIENDS! yes i miss u a lot. baru jumpa harituh. ngee~ btw, cnta zaman skolah aku now dah ada gf baru. tahniah tahniah. so, after all tapayah lah aku nak denga cta merepek lagi kan? kta kan dah ok jadi kawan. buat apa nak rosakkan that good relationship. dah xda jodoh, nak buat cam mana? cnta xbleh paksa kan? I'M SORRYYY. aku xla bdendam. cuma prasan ini dah xwujud lagi. dan macam xbleh nak syg kamu macam dulu lagi. kamu xhappy? okayyy. paham. hati ne pun x happy kena cakap cam neh. *sorry to posting this* u deserve to get a better girl like her. aku memang xbleh. and sangat tharu bla kamu wish for my happiness. thank you. thank you. plusss gf kamu kan secret admirer kamu yang dah lama glerrr. see? punya setia and syg dia kat kamu sampai still tunggu till now u. kta couple dah 3 taun, break up pun dah 2 taun. lama gler dia tunggu kamu. ksian la kat dia. aku tahu dia syg kamu a lot. klu x, dia xkan jumpa aku and confess everything.

err. pesan kat dia, xpayah stalker pasal aku lagi. don't worry. i'm not belonging to u anymore. dah lama gler cta tuh. dah nama cnta monyet kan? cnta zaman skolah dulu2. first love budak tak matured. hahaha. xplu mention. aku paham and know very well. and don't make me sick of u. aku kena off hp night and day to ignore all those ur call and text. yeah. text skali skala tu, ok lah kan.'U APA KABA?' skian trima kaseh sebab maseh care pasal aku. yeah yeah. aku shat and makin happy. klu aku xrep tuh, maknanya aku dah malas lah. jangan sampai aku t'pk nak tuka num plak. xpasal2 plak lah kan?-.-'

...if i were a boy...

if i were a boy.

nak couple dengan dia bleh kan? aww~ sweettt. HAHAHAH!

...happy mum's day...

mother's day is the day to honour our mum. she's intelligent and brave. she's everything i ever need. my sweetheart and heartbeat. nobody can't replace she. love u mumma!

...means...

love never ends mean:

when love make ur life awesome. love is dream that two person share for the rest of their life. love that bring a happiness smile. love teach two person how to take care of each other. love is something that light up ur life. love is a happiness. thats it! full stop.

p/s: okayyy. i'm overboard. hahaha.

...enough...

learn how to say enough.

we keep on say not enough when what we hope we can't get it. we don't know that theres a reason behind. we always want to get something that we can't get and impossible to get. but not appreciate to what already we have. something that better that others. something that makes we happy compare to what we want to. we always get hurt cause of something that we can't get but never try to happy with something that we have. so, learn how to appreciate and says thank you.

p/s: thank you thank you.

...if i have to...

if i have to let u go.
if i have to forget u.
i will step backward.
my afford is stop there.

u only speechless when looking at me.
i know that u love me.
but now is i'm hurt.
if i can't have u.
even it hurt i still survive.
but now is i'm hurt with this feeling.

i know that u love me.
but it's nonsense.
even we love each other.
i have to go.
so that someone will not get hurt cause of us.
i have to forget u.
willingly.
i have to let u go.
even i love u much.
-via Only You

p/s: best movie ever. aww~

...and the reason...

reason to love and to be love in natural ways.

most important! love can't be force.
first, love him not because who is him. but who are u when u with him.
second, it's better to love someone that appreciate u compare to love someone that are not sincere.
third, someone that take extra care of u.
fourth, the best part is, when time u need someone, he always there for u. especially when u in sad.
fifth, he know how to pampered u will makes u so heaven.

...don't expect perfection...

it's better to be hurt by true either then comfort with a lie.

i  always think that, why always find perfection? what is perfection when heart is unhappy. yeah. of course we try the best to get perfection aite? but sometimes, perfection will bring hurt. and we know that nobody perfect! for me, perfection mean, we hard to find the weaknesses. but, normal is we hard to find weaknesses in someone that we love. it's easy to find specialty in someone that we like. but easy to find weaknesses in someone that we hate. it's hard to find specialty in someone that we don't like. people said that love is a gift. a perfect love is that life with trustworthy and sincerity. different people, different way of thinking bout perfect love. a perfect love is come with compromise. it's not bout compromise to change our own personality. it should be we have to accept our partner who there are. after all, we can have the perfect happiness. beauty in love is unwritten. the one that in that place only know how does it feel.

p/s: ehh. abg! saya syg kamu. sumpah! saya tipu jerr. HAHAHA!

...love mumma. love daddy...

people saids that love mum till to heaven. love daddy till the end of life.

we hurt they feeling without we know it. we don't know that who that grow we up. send we to universities and get the best result. get a good job and live in so much fun. who's the one that we should proud with? i have a few friends that their mum or dad or both of them already pass away. aisyah, my classmate when i'm in primary school. her mum passed away when time we at year 5. last year, my bestie feah. her dad passed away cause of cancer. and the latest novel that i read, 'sandaran hati' her both parent passed away in an accident. even it just in a novel, it's not possible have happen in real life. so, appreciate them!

p/s: happy mumma's day.<3

...it's woot2 hoot2...

HAHAHA. ok. xkelakar-.-

counting days.

OMAYGOD i love him.
promise that i will not hurt him.

i'm kind that not easy to fall in love.
not easy to admit that i'm in love.
i'm not easy to say that i'm in love.

yeah. ilovehimandmisshimhalfdead. wee~

p/s: every heartbeat is for you.

...only heart knows...

it's bout heart and feeling.
when the time comes we meet the right person, we will know how to appreciate them.

in your heart, u love them. miss them!

it's just take a minute to fall for someone. an hour to like someone. a day to love someone but it will takes the whole life to forget someone.

it's make u smile.

and when time u really miss someone, u want to take them out from your dream and hugs them for real!

heart and feeling. take it or leave it?

p/s: saya sayang kamu ketat2 b.:)

...only you...

i know that i'm not the first person that know ABC.
i know that i'm not the first person that know 123.
i know that i'm not the first person that know this earth is in sphere shape.
i know that i'm not the first person that know sun can shine the earth.
i know that i'm not the first person that know moon can light up at night.
i know that i'm not the first person that know star is beautiful.
i know that i'm not the first person that know rainbow is quite cute.
i know that i'm not the first person that know this world is just stay for awhile.
i know that i'm not the first person that in love with him. what i know is,
i love him!!!

...peoples...

people nowadays, they like to find the weaknesses in someone compare their specialty.
people nowadays also like to blame others without strong reason. without find the answer for all those question.
they should know that before they blame others, they should think bout them self. find the solution first.
its not bout just to blame the others. things that we don't know, ASK! but if still didn't get it, keep on search non stop till meet the truth.

p/s: randomly post.

...love and ball...

love is like playing rugby. once u get it, don't ever want to pass it to anybody.
love is not like playing football. if u don't get it, still want to try to get it. once u get, u kick it back.
weird. but it's the fact.
love sometimes bring happiness. sweet moment. but sometimes it hurt and bring broken heart.
but for us meet the true love, when he or she that really create for us. thats mean, JODOH.:)

p/s: again. imissyouhalfdead.

...cinta segera...

one of my friend penah mention bout mende neh kat fb.
theres no need to rush in love. xdgalakkan. chill laa. slow down. in love,theres no need to be rush. kta in love pun, not rushing kan? if love someone, don't be rush. okay? but, fall in love secara segere ada. nothing is impossible aite? we can in love with that person without reason. tau2 dah fall in love gila babi. babi pon x in love camtuh sangat. haha. we never ask to in love with that person. never ask to in love with somebody. important is, heart that full with sincerely to love someone. it's not bout rupa paras dan harta benda saja. if dapat pon, kra bonus lah tuh. untunglaa~

p/s: klu bena syg, sanggup tunggu kan? I'M STILL WAITING!